These Moments.

I'm going to be honest and say that there was a stretch of 2-3 months, that I just wasn't enjoying Motherhood, much at all. Of course, there were times when it was feeling positive, but majority of the time, I was just feeling, stuck. Between my daughters new found sense of determination, my son getting …

Guilt.

Guilt. The constant feeling of not doing enough, not being enough. It gets entangled with anxiety, creating a deep pit in the stomach. Causing ever lasting fog & exhaustion. Never letting go. The internal battle of knowing it's just thoughts and your own interpretation, when really you are doing enough, you are enough. But you …

I’m sorry.

To my children, I am sorry. I'm sorry that I yell so much. I try to be calm & deal with things differently, but often I don't succeed. My patience is thin and my positive tactics often aren't received so I resort in yelling. I am sorry for that. I'm sorry for not being present …

Charged.

I've said it before and I'll say it again: being a mom is a lot of work. Heck, being human is a lot of work. But adding in one or more little humans to the mix adds so much more demand on your life, that sometimes it's just hard to keep up. I wish I …