Birth

I've had a busy five years. Three children have been grown & pushed from my body. My superpower of human life has been full throttle, and knowing that I am now done with that amazing power, is both a relief & quite sad. When you are pregnant for the first time, everything is so new, …

Intention.

My days lately have been filled with heartburn & impatience....with everything. Being 2 weeks away from due date, with baby number 3, has really been playing a huge game with my emotions, energy and ability to really enjoy & focus on the things on hand. Like my children, myself, the house, my husband.  I am …

Purpose?

For as long as I can remember, I've felt this long lasting desire to find my 'purpose'. As cliche, cheesy or silly as that sounds, like a song from Avenue Q, (cause it is). It's been this Gap inside of me that I just can't seem to fill.  Sure, I'm a mother, and that gives …

I’m sorry.

To my children, I am sorry. I'm sorry that I yell so much. I try to be calm & deal with things differently, but often I don't succeed. My patience is thin and my positive tactics often aren't received so I resort in yelling. I am sorry for that. I'm sorry for not being present …

Charged.

I've said it before and I'll say it again: being a mom is a lot of work. Heck, being human is a lot of work. But adding in one or more little humans to the mix adds so much more demand on your life, that sometimes it's just hard to keep up. I wish I …

Motherhood

ah, motherhood. The constant ebb & flow of amazing patience vs. loosing your sh**, being a powerhouse full of energy vs. barely keeping your eyes open,  having all the desire in the world to join in on make believe playing vs. well, having none at all. Thats been me the last two weeks, the no …