Birth

I've had a busy five years. Three children have been grown & pushed from my body. My superpower of human life has been full throttle, and knowing that I am now done with that amazing power, is both a relief & quite sad. When you are pregnant for the first time, everything is so new, …

Third.

Happy first day of May! I figured this would be a good day to write this post. It's the first day of the month that our third child will be born in. Our third and last. Bittersweet. Hard to think of it as the finalized thing. Before we were at this point, of being at …

This oily life

I have been using essential oils for about 3 years now. It started as a way to incorporate more natural options into my (already) natural lifestyle. Mainly I was searching for the aromatic route that oils provide, creating my own "perfumes" & diffusing to fill our home with lovely smells. I did my research as …

These Moments.

I'm going to be honest and say that there was a stretch of 2-3 months, that I just wasn't enjoying Motherhood, much at all. Of course, there were times when it was feeling positive, but majority of the time, I was just feeling, stuck. Between my daughters new found sense of determination, my son getting …

Guilt.

Guilt. The constant feeling of not doing enough, not being enough. It gets entangled with anxiety, creating a deep pit in the stomach. Causing ever lasting fog & exhaustion. Never letting go. The internal battle of knowing it's just thoughts and your own interpretation, when really you are doing enough, you are enough. But you …

Anxiety.

Anxiety, is a bitch. There, I said it. I'm getting it out there in the open, letting the world know, that anxiety is one nasty reoccurring pain in my butt. The (one) good thing with it though, is that I now know what it is. It has a name. This feeling that I for so …

I’m sorry.

To my children, I am sorry. I'm sorry that I yell so much. I try to be calm & deal with things differently, but often I don't succeed. My patience is thin and my positive tactics often aren't received so I resort in yelling. I am sorry for that. I'm sorry for not being present …